Likes :
Music / Bass / Sports / Moshing / Japan / Visual Spectacles / Experimenting / Playing with Darren! / Holding mini-gigs at home with bros / Enjoying Life / Being Crazy n Happy
Dislikes :
Bad Music / Bad people / Stress
Listening to :
Blight Of River-Systems by Maudlin of the Well
Reading :
French for Suckers
old time feel good songs, beegees, beatles, 90s radio music
heavy metal, death metal, melo death metal, black metal, doom metal, power metal, thrash metal, industrial metal, progressive metal \m/
Guitar heros - Vai, Satch, Buckethead, John 5, SRV, Wes Montgomery, Al Di Meola, Paco De Lucia, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Justin King, Les Claypool, John Myung etc
Jrock, Jpop, alternative, indie, classic rock, slow rock, brit rock, hard rock, math rock, weird music, experimental
lil bit of classical, jazz, blues, chi pop, ska, reggae, trip-hop, electronica n everything else.
intruments, vocals and anithing musical.
Happiness n Good Health for Family n Frens
Happy Training n Job
Outstanding Linguistic Skills
Le Parkour sessions
Guitar/Bass virtuosity
A Keen Eye for Art n Fashion
Renowned Culinary Skills
My Own FnB in the future
To Spread Good Music
...My One n Only
You
If you want to be happy, be - Leo Tolstoy
Many aspire, few achieve - Anonymous
All big things start small - Quoted
Nothing to show, but everything to prove - Quoted
Becoming a better person? It's what you do when no one else is looking. - Quoted
it's officially announced by daryl.the weekends are just nort long enuf.
kk.today was full of ups n downs..more downs la..softball trg early morn.u noe how much trainings suck on sats la.but tt ain't the point..the 1st part of trg sux la.i just hate to be in charge.it's pretty sian seeing things nort going the way u want it to.hmm,the worse thing is..my body dun feel like a part of mi le..seems like..i cannort get myself to play the way i played in the past.the peak was over??my batting stance is screwed up.after 4 yrs still liddat..den my fielding n throwing really got notin more to comment on la..i just cannort get myself to enjoy wad i m doing now..unlike the past.it bcomes more of a obligation dan enjoying the game..there's no one to guide mi..n i m the one supposed to guide ppl along..i noe i got their supp..perhaps my commitment not dere.nort 100%..but i give up.training on wed n fri at 3.train den pt.let's go dude.
got home n chatted with a fren fer a while.boi it feels good to catch up with a good pal.
hmm went out with family again.sianend i was again.so dumb.cannort spend.no good food.bored.everytime i get back tired n nort wanting to tok..
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guess i just hafta accept tt things changed after time.n thankfully i m coping beta with tt change than wad i expected back then.thx to frens ard, esp kev and zh,the stuffs i do to keep myself occupied.playing ball,doing work,music,sleeping,slacking ard.at least i dun think too much when i m occupied with tasks at hand.i accept the way things are.the way u want it to be.i just hope to seek some answers,to the qns tt i ain't suppose to ask..
'why?'
mebbe we just can't connect..mebbe i've lost ur trust..come to think abt it..mebbe it's my fault..
or more likely.mebbe,i'm thinking too much.n u just haf a change of focus.a New take on life.New goals n aims..New frens.u need ur space n solitude.yeap.as long as u're happy with things.i'll still be the happy guy jumpin ard.no worries.
hmm..den again.some questions are best left unanswered.yeap.smile along to the tango,jazz,funk music i'm listening to my frens ;)
