Likes :
Music / Bass / Sports / Moshing / Japan / Visual Spectacles / Experimenting / Playing with Darren! / Holding mini-gigs at home with bros / Enjoying Life / Being Crazy n Happy
Dislikes :
Bad Music / Bad people / Stress
Listening to :
Blight Of River-Systems by Maudlin of the Well
Reading :
French for Suckers
old time feel good songs, beegees, beatles, 90s radio music
heavy metal, death metal, melo death metal, black metal, doom metal, power metal, thrash metal, industrial metal, progressive metal \m/
Guitar heros - Vai, Satch, Buckethead, John 5, SRV, Wes Montgomery, Al Di Meola, Paco De Lucia, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Justin King, Les Claypool, John Myung etc
Jrock, Jpop, alternative, indie, classic rock, slow rock, brit rock, hard rock, math rock, weird music, experimental
lil bit of classical, jazz, blues, chi pop, ska, reggae, trip-hop, electronica n everything else.
intruments, vocals and anithing musical.
Happiness n Good Health for Family n Frens
Happy Training n Job
Outstanding Linguistic Skills
Le Parkour sessions
Guitar/Bass virtuosity
A Keen Eye for Art n Fashion
Renowned Culinary Skills
My Own FnB in the future
To Spread Good Music
...My One n Only
You
If you want to be happy, be - Leo Tolstoy
Many aspire, few achieve - Anonymous
All big things start small - Quoted
Nothing to show, but everything to prove - Quoted
Becoming a better person? It's what you do when no one else is looking. - Quoted
fuck it.
there's this lil prob with mi..i dunno wad issirt..kk...it's nort tt i wanna blame anione..
crpa.dunno how to start...
let's see..i m nort pissed with anione now..just soo pissed with myself i guess..been saying lotsa fucked up things..hate myself..i wanna stop leh..pls.............it's going nowhere..time to move on i always say..yet i m stuck at tt spot.or mebbe..i always move backwards..going back to who i used to be..such a bitch..
kk..at least i noe i m able to get over some ppl no..no more feelings of hate..just a lil irritated at times..but it's ok..it's just tt normal feeling of didgust u get when u get moody.things are alrite now..gav..dun worry..i ain't blaming u animore..believe mi..i apologise..it's all dumb..i've gotten over it..sorry all this while..i just feel soooo fucked up recently..
den mebbe...i feel tt...i m selfish???wellll..it's like...when u get all pissed..u just wish tt someone is there.yesh..there is..but..i dun wanna pester ppl all the time..sorry...sadness spreads..it hurts..crap..feel like tearing now..
/ tearing /
it's nort hate or anger..more of sadness i guess..
i dunno..
sometimes i wonder issirt good to put down my tots here..last time i do it damn freely..coz i dun give a fuck abt wad u think n how are u going to react..but now..i dun want ppl to come up n give mi a pat n ask mi to tok things over...it's nort liddat bah i guess...some ppl ard dun realise things till the time the poor person break down..
mebbe it's skool work??coz i wanna spend time out..just doing the tings i like...the work is keeping mi away..sure i can just throw things aside n do wad i wan.but the tot of falling behind sux..the pain of sec 3 n 4 still there..
in a dilemma...
guess..at the end of the day..i shud keep some tings to myself?mebbe it's beta to those ard...
i noe sometimes..u wanna help..but..i do get overboard n emotional la..fuck it..it gets soo irritating..to u..it irritates mi oso..
hai~
yea.softball sux.it's a torture now.dun really like it now...hai~no need to go into details..
aniway.i think i noe wad's crapping mi..well..think i need someone..to confine in..however..ppl have their lives to lead.like wad my mum says..i dun wanna be selfish n irritate ya with my probs n sorrows n nonsense all the time..yea..i guess..tt's all i hafta say..to ya..thx alot fer being there..it kinda turned things ard fer mi..if nort..i'll b living day by day..coming to skool..listening to music..attending lesson,with a focused mind, but w/o a soul..stoning in skool..w/o ani aim at all..in short..life whud suck..real bad..
thx fer giving mi tt bit of confidence n assurance tt i need.thx. u noe who u are *smiles*
feeling beta now.well.dun get the wrong idea..it's still the same as the day i gave u the daisy.nort a rose.let things take it's course bah..
signing off.
