Likes :
Music / Bass / Sports / Moshing / Japan / Visual Spectacles / Experimenting / Playing with Darren! / Holding mini-gigs at home with bros / Enjoying Life / Being Crazy n Happy
Dislikes :
Bad Music / Bad people / Stress
Listening to :
Blight Of River-Systems by Maudlin of the Well
Reading :
French for Suckers
old time feel good songs, beegees, beatles, 90s radio music
heavy metal, death metal, melo death metal, black metal, doom metal, power metal, thrash metal, industrial metal, progressive metal \m/
Guitar heros - Vai, Satch, Buckethead, John 5, SRV, Wes Montgomery, Al Di Meola, Paco De Lucia, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Justin King, Les Claypool, John Myung etc
Jrock, Jpop, alternative, indie, classic rock, slow rock, brit rock, hard rock, math rock, weird music, experimental
lil bit of classical, jazz, blues, chi pop, ska, reggae, trip-hop, electronica n everything else.
intruments, vocals and anithing musical.
Happiness n Good Health for Family n Frens
Happy Training n Job
Outstanding Linguistic Skills
Le Parkour sessions
Guitar/Bass virtuosity
A Keen Eye for Art n Fashion
Renowned Culinary Skills
My Own FnB in the future
To Spread Good Music
...My One n Only
You
If you want to be happy, be - Leo Tolstoy
Many aspire, few achieve - Anonymous
All big things start small - Quoted
Nothing to show, but everything to prove - Quoted
Becoming a better person? It's what you do when no one else is looking. - Quoted
| the story of one two three |
k.this will take a while.
there are some resolutions tt i made.listen in class.been working fine.doing work when i go back b4 slacking ard.if got training.dun slack too much le.attempt all work.ani doubts.ask ard clear it.fuck.can't help it.i m nort one of the brighter students ago..com'on i mean this is hc.wad u expect?the bright wans can afford to slack abit.although most oso damn pia..aniway.back to ppl like mi..if dun put in effort.can go die.retain or take extra sub.nort very pleasant.i'll put words into action.
more imptly..i've gotta stop BITCHING..fuck.i noe i bitch hell lots..i noe tt sometimes it's better to keep tots to urself..prevent things from happening..alternatively..tok to someone..lemme ask u..who is there to tok to den?so ya..sorry..i've been really immature by doing all these.but.damn.i dun wanna change the way i m...so i guess i can't keep things to myself.but fuck..but i m always getting into trouble with the things i say..damnit..mebbe tokking to someone help bah..
/ being the only 1 is lonely /
hai~ i just cannort find the rite person to confine to..it's pathetic..i haven been able to put all my trust in someone..i just cannort find someone to tok comfortable with...WHY??partly coz i make too much noise..welcomed too many enemies..so sick..if i dun like someone, u bet hell tt i'll bitch all i want abt him..coz certain ppl just irritates mi..but, they're ppl out there whose really nice n yea..a lasting frenship can blossom from there...but..this sorta ppl come n go type..lost my fren in pri skool..made no frens in my sec class..the closer wans dun get to meet tt often..etc etc..just lost the contact..den some good frens..u really wanna tok with..seem all so happy with life..u just dun wanna spoil their day..they having their own activities n oda frens wad....hai~u just dun wanna end up irritating them with ur own problems...odas..u just dun wanna give them the absolute trust..or u dun feel really comfortable tokking with them..fuck it.
/ 2 is company /
damn sianned...realised tt nort anione's fault..but diff interests..den kinda hard to mingle ard lor..HCI is SO DAMN SAD.no one playing bball at all.fuck.NO one even bother to try.nvm.chapteh oso no wan..etc..wadeva la..diff interests..i can't slack at the class bench fer the rest of my life..will prob end up spilling my tots n tt's nort a good thing..no one will understand n take things into their own hands n jump into fucking conclusions.cheebye.u ppl dun wanna listen.damnit.shuddup daryl.there's no point.fuck u.daryl.shuddup
HCI shud b stoned.i m staying here fer my studies..softball mebbe bah.there ain't no life.
sorta found someone actually.but he's happy now.so nvm.shan't dampen his feelings.
aniway..i dun wanna irritate ppl with my probs..aniway..it'll onli make mi look worse off..fucking pathetic daryl..u ppl are happy out there alr..shan't b wet blanket all the time.
/ 3 is a crowd /
GET TIS STRAIGHT.3 is a crowd~!!! FUCK.cbeebye..it's totally fucking irritating.
nvm.the world prob wun understand.
anw.fuck i realised tt i cannort communicate in grps..i just cannort b bothered at times.it's just so..dumb..bah.i dunno how to explain it..
i wanna cry.
tot this would clear my tots..but it didn't..still cannort get myself to say the root of my unhappiness n suffering lately.CHEEBYE.fuck the world.this sux.
n i m cursing again.
hai~ sometimes i really wonder..if i enjoy going to skool nort..every weekend i cannrot wait to go back to skool u noe.it's like..ur frens are there etc.lotsa stuffs.but once u're back there.u see things tt u dun wanna see..n u dun feel the warmth..moreover..HCI IS SIANNED tiao.so ya.really sad.always thinking of going home lately oso.end the suffering in skool.nort cos all the skool work leh..but there's really no warmth in skool animore.no reason fer mi to stay behind..the things tt u dun wanna see..no one playing ball etc..FUCK it man.DEN it's ABSOLUTELY boring as hell at home...dun like this shit..
oh well..so this is the jc life tt i've been looking forward in sec skool..freedom n happiness n a fren i wanted..hatred n pain n silents tots keep ringing in my mind..
nvm.
oh ya.suddenly i rmbed got trg on sat morn.which means i mite nort b going to ecp.anyway.i tink i dun wanna b welfare rep liao.it's dumb fer mi to do things after the shit tt has happened.no wan is interested most of the time.go plan more interesting things.i m a sick shit leading a sad life.no idea of wad fun places n things to do.i dun want the stupid responsibility liao.it's just nort rite fer mi to do things.dawei,sorry,i m going to step down.
curse n swear at mi all u want.numbed liao.nobody wanna put himself'herself in my shoes aniway.fuck it.
bye..wasted my time..ani day week in skool goes by..SAD
