Likes :
Music / Bass / Sports / Moshing / Japan / Visual Spectacles / Experimenting / Playing with Darren! / Holding mini-gigs at home with bros / Enjoying Life / Being Crazy n Happy
Dislikes :
Bad Music / Bad people / Stress
Listening to :
Blight Of River-Systems by Maudlin of the Well
Reading :
French for Suckers
old time feel good songs, beegees, beatles, 90s radio music
heavy metal, death metal, melo death metal, black metal, doom metal, power metal, thrash metal, industrial metal, progressive metal \m/
Guitar heros - Vai, Satch, Buckethead, John 5, SRV, Wes Montgomery, Al Di Meola, Paco De Lucia, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Justin King, Les Claypool, John Myung etc
Jrock, Jpop, alternative, indie, classic rock, slow rock, brit rock, hard rock, math rock, weird music, experimental
lil bit of classical, jazz, blues, chi pop, ska, reggae, trip-hop, electronica n everything else.
intruments, vocals and anithing musical.
Happiness n Good Health for Family n Frens
Happy Training n Job
Outstanding Linguistic Skills
Le Parkour sessions
Guitar/Bass virtuosity
A Keen Eye for Art n Fashion
Renowned Culinary Skills
My Own FnB in the future
To Spread Good Music
...My One n Only
You
If you want to be happy, be - Leo Tolstoy
Many aspire, few achieve - Anonymous
All big things start small - Quoted
Nothing to show, but everything to prove - Quoted
Becoming a better person? It's what you do when no one else is looking. - Quoted
| Monday, February 07, 2005 |
| Yoshiki - fer Hide.From mi, to you.Sry.. |
imotosan..i've done ya wrong.yet again,fer the pass few weeks..
[most of u whud get wad i m trying to say,but oh well]
let's just say tt i got to noe abt a angel in sec3.got close.but things fell out even b4 it started.my fault.went thru a period a hibernation.long 3 months at least.got back tgt again.things seem to b breaking apart again.my fault.she was the one who showed mi the light, n the meaning of life, tot my abt opening my heart, forgiveness n sacriface..all the good things abt life, to put it simply.well,trust mi,if there's onli one christian/catholic tt can convert mi,tt'll b her..
so why m i spending less n less time with her?i whud wanna tell her clearly personally.but..i can't, coz i simply dunno why myself..i just can't give a clear ans.ps,i just realised tt i can't lie to her.oh well..i've got a new life now..a release from all tt had happened in the past.new frens to cherish.a jc life to enjoy(which means studying fer tests n doing my work in order nort to lag behind.liddat den can enjoy my time w/o worrying too much mah) n the bass to play..it's like.i can't spend every moment with her now..i wanna tell her tt,but i dun wanna break her heart.she seemed to haf wanted long enuf..we needa tok i guess..
got a reply.she said 'seems tt u got new frens n cast mi aside'.i just dunno wad to say.does she noe how much i've cried fer her over the years.the no of times i've cried in the past 2 yrs is more than the no of times i've cried from the day i was born till the end of sec 2 la.haha.the ups n downs.i just hope tt mebbe.someday.somehow.she whud chance upon this lil blog of mine n spend some time reading this..
after writing.i still dunno wda i wanna say to ya..
mei.i've found new life.i wanna cherish the tings i haf now..yet,i dun wanna leave u behind..i dun wanna ask her ur time or understanding..afterall,we're frens n i shudn't make u wait all the time.i'll try my very best to squeeze some time fer ya..but..i..need some time on my own..the past 2 years,oda den noeing ya,was a terrible exp in my life..now tt the world is healing.and i feel real humans breathing ard mi...i just wanna live the moment..enjoying n treasuring the things ard mi...seems tt i m contriditing myself..coz i can't bear to leave u behind... -sigh- saying all this shit is nort helping.u prob wun feel beta aniway.i certainly do nort..
*listens to the piano n thinking of the times we had.n the way we are now..* there's too much going on my mind.allow mi to cool down k?sorry...
