Likes :
Music / Bass / Sports / Moshing / Japan / Visual Spectacles / Experimenting / Playing with Darren! / Holding mini-gigs at home with bros / Enjoying Life / Being Crazy n Happy
Dislikes :
Bad Music / Bad people / Stress
Listening to :
Blight Of River-Systems by Maudlin of the Well
Reading :
French for Suckers
old time feel good songs, beegees, beatles, 90s radio music
heavy metal, death metal, melo death metal, black metal, doom metal, power metal, thrash metal, industrial metal, progressive metal \m/
Guitar heros - Vai, Satch, Buckethead, John 5, SRV, Wes Montgomery, Al Di Meola, Paco De Lucia, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Justin King, Les Claypool, John Myung etc
Jrock, Jpop, alternative, indie, classic rock, slow rock, brit rock, hard rock, math rock, weird music, experimental
lil bit of classical, jazz, blues, chi pop, ska, reggae, trip-hop, electronica n everything else.
intruments, vocals and anithing musical.
Happiness n Good Health for Family n Frens
Happy Training n Job
Outstanding Linguistic Skills
Le Parkour sessions
Guitar/Bass virtuosity
A Keen Eye for Art n Fashion
Renowned Culinary Skills
My Own FnB in the future
To Spread Good Music
...My One n Only
You
If you want to be happy, be - Leo Tolstoy
Many aspire, few achieve - Anonymous
All big things start small - Quoted
Nothing to show, but everything to prove - Quoted
Becoming a better person? It's what you do when no one else is looking. - Quoted
| Wednesday, February 02, 2005 |
| Reflections from the inner soul |
kk.shall nort crap.
1 month in skool le.how did i feel?a sense of release.life was hell b4 this.i bet those who noe n understand mi shud realise tt.if u still dun geddit.boohoohoo to u.i dun care.u never aniway.
soo wad's the diff?nort much i guess.still pretty much myself.oh well.but u can definately see mi fooling ard now.life was crap b4 this.fer 16 yrs of my life.i didn't nort do ani shit.things kinda changing now.aniway.how long does one's teenhood last?it's coming to a close.n u bet i m gonna make full use of it.
budden.seems tt sometimes i get overboard.too loud.too crazy at times.hmmm.dunno if i pissed ppl off at times nort.sorry.i mean it.budden,there are some ppl who dun deserve tt sorta respect la.they kinda live in their own world.i think they shud just disappear from my sight la.haha.guess wad.some ppl are gone le.want a new life sumwhere no one heard of them n their sins b4.haha.try as u mite,ur crimes n attitude will live with ya.ppl will prob see the oda side of ya.n u're beta off dead.
kk.back to mi.see.i just get into my own world at times.switching myself 'off' from reality.ending up pretty ignorant n arrogant myself.gotta change n control.i shud just quieten down at times.ps,sorry again to all the good ppl whom i dissed.i shud b the one shot instead.
oh well.guess i ain't all tt perfect as i tot could be.in sports.in personality.haha.sports is just a neverending process la.some ppl are just beta den the rest.in terms of personality...my greatest mistake whud b my emotions la.really cannort stand myself at times.ppl prob see this side of mi le.well,i hope the rest of ya will compromise.ps.i whud like to quote someone.at times,it is best tt u dun show all ur emotions la..believe mi.i can b much worse den wad u expect.try crying urself to sleep.enuf said.period.
just leave mi alone when i ain't feeling all tt great.things will prob b beta fer mi after a good break.
aiya daryl...must learn to b more accepting.change ur mindset.nv generalise things.dun assume too much.NV assume too much.it hurts real bad when u make the wrong assumption.i learnt it the hard way.thru a broken heart.
to oda ppl:
- leave a good impression bah.ppl wun take the time to noe ya if u diam diam or too noisy wan de.
- be a good fren.b a SINCERE fren.it's all tt matters.a good fren ain't wan who questions,but a one who feels.n be there.
- LISTEN.dun babble like ur some rocket scientist.listen.listen to wad ppl are feeling..dun assume.it kills.rmb
- Feel.dun assume again.arh.my heart is broken again.
- dun show all ur emotions.enuf said.
- learn to love urself.enjoy ur life to the fullest.u onli got one life to live.one moment to spend.some tings lost can nv b regained.u noe every well tt tt does happens.
- love odas.dun curse/swear.n b mad at odas.coz it reflects how childish u are urself.learn to forgive.live n let live.
- open ur heart n mind.try new things.make the best out of things.
- Cry if u haf to.it's nort a sign of weakness.it's a form of relief.those who dun cry are probably ppl without feelings.
- well.learn to cherish the things ard u.ur frens n family.dun forget them coz u're 17.ur assets.the things u've taken fer granted.reflect n u'll noe how much u've overseen things.
- n lastly.admire the simple beautiful things in life.the stars.yes.it's coming back.love.emotions.the ups n downs of life.peace..music..music..music..
yea.guess i've thrown my heart out.to all those who bothered to read every single word.thx a million fer spending a lil part of ur life,caring abt mi.thx again...
