Likes :
Music / Bass / Sports / Moshing / Japan / Visual Spectacles / Experimenting / Playing with Darren! / Holding mini-gigs at home with bros / Enjoying Life / Being Crazy n Happy
Dislikes :
Bad Music / Bad people / Stress
Listening to :
Blight Of River-Systems by Maudlin of the Well
Reading :
French for Suckers
old time feel good songs, beegees, beatles, 90s radio music
heavy metal, death metal, melo death metal, black metal, doom metal, power metal, thrash metal, industrial metal, progressive metal \m/
Guitar heros - Vai, Satch, Buckethead, John 5, SRV, Wes Montgomery, Al Di Meola, Paco De Lucia, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Justin King, Les Claypool, John Myung etc
Jrock, Jpop, alternative, indie, classic rock, slow rock, brit rock, hard rock, math rock, weird music, experimental
lil bit of classical, jazz, blues, chi pop, ska, reggae, trip-hop, electronica n everything else.
intruments, vocals and anithing musical.
Happiness n Good Health for Family n Frens
Happy Training n Job
Outstanding Linguistic Skills
Le Parkour sessions
Guitar/Bass virtuosity
A Keen Eye for Art n Fashion
Renowned Culinary Skills
My Own FnB in the future
To Spread Good Music
...My One n Only
You
If you want to be happy, be - Leo Tolstoy
Many aspire, few achieve - Anonymous
All big things start small - Quoted
Nothing to show, but everything to prove - Quoted
Becoming a better person? It's what you do when no one else is looking. - Quoted
| Saturday, January 01, 2011 |
And so i've come to realise something.
When she text ya to say that she's home,
she could very well be somewhere else.
Suddenly all that doesn't matter anymore.
Babe, i know ure not one to be tied down.
I know you're mature enough to take care for yourself.
I know that no matter what,
you'll be sober enough to fend for yourself.
And even if i never knew you..
All these partying lifestyle of yours will never go away..
At least not anytime soon.
I want you to live your life.
I dun mind ya making new friends.
In short, i dun wanna change the way you are.
But i guess at the end of the day.
I just wanna know you're safe and sound bah.
Sigh..
Guess no one really understands how i want things to be.
Maybe i'm different.
Misunderstood,
like that.
My life has stopped for the longest time.
Nothing's been good since Aug '09.
Who's to blame.. Moi..
Where's the motivation?
Je ne sais pas aussi.
Life's been..
Disillusional and messed up for me.
Have i been happy.
Not in a long long time..
What makes me happy?
I'm still trying to find the answer to question too.
//
Work not good. Oh well..
What scares me more is that i ain't even happy out of work.
...
Think i'm going to fall in love with you all over again..
But there's no time for that.
And seeing you soo close with him..
I know your heart is somewhere else..
C'est la vie..
//
This time round..
I will take it reeaaal slowww..
Well.
Why am i soo uncontended with my life?
No one taught me to care more abt my family.
No one taught me to hang out more and have fun with my frens.
No one taught me to fall in love.
No one taught me to drive a car.
No one taught me to manage my time wisely.
No one taught me to control my spending.
No one taught me to take care of my health.
No one taught me the importance of sleep.
No one taught me soo much..
I guess its just me..
Learn to love to much..
Plan for soo much..
But still procrastinate soo much..
//
Past is long gone.
Time to pick up and move on.
| Friday, December 25, 2009 |
Sometimes.. i dunno who to tell..
that i think i'm in love with my best fren..
| Sunday, November 22, 2009 |
Guess i gotta put things aside and move on.
But at times like this..
im feeling a lil confused..
dunno wad to say..
dunno how to feel..
soo many things i wanna say to you..
but u ain't there to hear mi out all the time anyway..
if onli i can say the right stuffs to ya at all the right time..
if onli i knew how to..
| Monday, November 02, 2009 |
Normally this is where i pour my sorrows to..
But hey,
after these many weeks,
and especially after today,
i realised that we can all be happy the way things are right now =))
Maybe after time,
you might finally fall for me..
Maybe after time,
I might finally get over you totally..
But then again,
ain't it all sweet the way things are like this?
